I’m thirteen and I worry about my appearance and I have bad anxiety when it comes to being alone in public. Confusing I know. I hate walking around in school without a friend by my side. I always think people are judging me and pointing out all my flaws. Waking up is an intense struggle for me. I wanna die but I don’t want to be the one to take my life. I can’t cut anymore because I need something stronger. Smoking isn’t helpful either. Plus I can’t risk smelling like smoke and having my parents find out. I dont know how to become the girl people admire when she walks past in the halls and it’s killing me inside…