I’m usually a happy and positive person but I haven’t always been and I’ve cut many times, I’ve wanted to die so many times taking pills and then trying to throw them up and almost jumping but breaking down, and I’ve been doing better but now I get really anxious in school and I shake way more than normal, I thought I was going to have a panic attack today, and I have so much on my plate. I am always alone and I feel like when I’m in a crowd in still alone. I’m a social person but so far in school I usually sit alone and talk to no one and I don’t know what’s happening to me. I’m scared of what I’m going to do next